emotions are killing!!

My emotions are bad these days

i realised i'm fierce to you

and misunderstood you

sorry i didn't mean that!!!

emotions are challenging me

I wish i can get over all this without hurting you!

Only ME & YOU

It's a holiday

and i got no class

woke up early in the morning

energy fully charged!!

hehe^^

Auntie uncle and cousin went Johor

left me at home

my sweet life get started..whee~~

i cooked at home in the morning which took me about 20 minutes

it's just a simple meal

watched movie after that

Dear came to me around 1pm

we had brunch together at home

got the feeling like living together^^

There were some interruptions in between

that shouldn't exist

never mind!

forget about it!!

we are still happily together as usual...heeeehehe

Went to GM Klang at 4 something

spent about 2 hours in there

it is way more better than GM Plaza

at least the walkways are broader..

Varieties are more too!!

Tesco time!!

went there to buy ingredients as we planned to cook at home for dinner

Spaghetti with mushroom soup and garlic bread

hehehe

1st time ever to see my dear working so hard in a kitchen

your cooking skills not bad though!

garlic bread the best!!!

spent less than $50 in tesco

and we got such nice dinner

it's worth more than that!!

THANKS MY DEAR!!

OUR FOOD

I love the dinner we had last night!!

it's wonderful!!

i enjoyed the process of making the dinner happened!!

i wish to spend more time with you.......

sweet memories are piling up

and i hope it will never end

Spending time with you makes my day!!

It was a great day and night as you are a great person in my life!!!

Sweetsssssss Memoriessssssss!!!

YOUR BIG DAYsss !!!!

ERMMMMM

It's your day!!! FINALLY 19..i'm still 18..hehehe

2 times celebrations...ENJOYABLE !!!!!!!!!!!!!

The big gang comes 1st which consists of 13 people went The Curve to have dinner on the 21st which falls on Saturday...

At first, we planned to go The GArden..but due to "the 1 big month for......" the restaurant is too full and we didn't make any reservations so end up went to The Apartment..

i would say that the food was not bad

but quite pricy! hehe

Anyway it's still worth~~

Dinner finished at around 9.30pm

and we went for 2nd round

here comes The LIBRARY !

my 1st time visit

7 varieties of beer been ordered which cost $68.....not bad!

Spent about 1 and a half hour there

and we cabut!!!

Thought of going for 3rd round..mamak to have some drinks

but it was cancelled..

we were too tired!!

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23rd => your biggest day~~

Went OneU to have brunch at Zanmai....birthday boy treat me makan!!

hehe...thanks dear!!

I enjoyed playing makan wasabi with u....its just too fun!!!!

i would want it again next time...

hehe^^

went for movie after that...REPO MAN!!

This is worse than Final Destination...

those actions are disgusting

bloody hell~~~

i can only watch this kind of movie when u are around..

At last...Victoria Station!!!

where we enjoyed the most throughout the day!

Ribeye for my dear...i had salmon n chicken fillet

clam chowder and a sparkling juice!!!

Sparks in my tummy!! hehe^^

Bought chocolate banana cake after that..

will be nice i guess!!

This is my 1st year celebrating birthday with you

and i do hope you enjoy every second!!

Everybody was there to celebrate with you

especially all your close friends..

Wish you have a wonderful year ....

A good start with all the good lucks !!!

May you succeed in you everything...

Again....Happy Birthday My DEAR!!!

LOVIEEESSS~~

5 Months Anniversary !!

Wheeee~~~

i just got my 1st love letter

which consists of 254 words

Every words are just so meaningful to me and

i could know how you felt while writing all this

but have you totally expressed your feelings??

"I fell in love with a girl at the first moment. I saw her big dark eyes. She told me that she is listening to my every single words i said (with her eyes). She is the first girl who makes me want to be a better person." ( Cheam 2010)

Hehehe...you are better than how you were!

Happy 5 months Anniversary my dear!!!!!!

I appreciate whatever been given to me

especially those you've done

that motivates me in doing lots of things

"Here are the sweetest memories we had that were captured in photos. Hoping there will be more to come until FOREVER. You are the one i want to get old with...." ( Cheam 2010)

I got a photo frame from you......4 photos from 4 trips

which is out of my expectation

i didn't expect you would do all this

you just suprised me

Anyway thanks my beloved!!!

Only now i could realise that we have visited many places together

we seriously went through a lot of things in this 153 days

no wonder i never felt this short....it is like we have been together for more than a year

memories are getting more and more..hoping that

happiness will be getting more and more too!!

thats what i looking for all this long!

I had a great day with you.....the simplest the best!!!!

I LOVE YOU!

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No class today

been staying at home the whole day

i got nothing to do

and i'm just so unhappy

There are so much things that i can't get over

All the unhappy things pop out

makes me unhappy

this is a Black Monday!!!!!

There are so many things that i don't understand

i could see the changes

this has been bothering me for few days

I can't tell out

do not know how to tell

i'm no longer as happy as last time

it's hard for me to smile and laugh

I feel like giving up sometimes

the feeling is so torturing

i control my emotions

I've decided to keep everything to myself this time

no one will know it

1 person sad is better than 2 persons

i can only release temper on myself

do not want to hurt anyone

do not want anyone to worry

i need to be strong to overcome everything

i be moody these days

SORRY my dear friends!!