A long day !!

HEHEHEHE

went FRIM with dear this morning

my 1st time visit

you took it again

hehe

wanna have another visit again

since i didn't really have mood today

as we still have some events in the afternoon

that's our Joe's Birthday celebration

Went Neway sing k

i do hope he enjoyed the session

and everything we had done for him

It's 7pm..stomach calling~~

went dinner at Kim Gary

spent only 5 dollars for 2 person

my 1st time ever!!!

so damn cheap!!!

unbelievable right??

but it's true~~

^^

gonna starve for sometime

over budget this month

i can't join any events for the time being

may be some time

when i got enough to spend

I would say that i'm happy with today's outing

as it was so fun

throat not in a good condition

voice changed!!

Anyway..Happy Belated Birthday Joe!

All the best to you and may you succeed in everything you do!

I'M SORRY

I've been looking forward to see u since last night

it supposed be a happy day

and i could enjoy it very much

But i made a big mistake

i hurted u badly

that i didn't want to do that to you

something wrong with me i think

i got no idea how come i behaved in such a way

It's just so W.R.O.N.G !!!!!!!!!

Still couldn't forgive myself

it keeps reminding me

my mistakes!

That's a SILLY mistake!

shouldn't speak out those words...

It's all clearly stated in my mind what's in your mind

but i'm just too stubborn may be

i can't find words to describe myself

stupid? or????

I just do not want to hurt u anymore

i feel so sorry n yet i feel the pain

Sorry dear

i should have treasured all the time we have

no arguing

but i missed it!

I need to be more tolerant

understand u better

and control myself

SORRY DEAR !!!

Turn it ON!

Results all out!

successfully completed sem 1

went college today to do inter transfer programme procedure

and lunch with my dear!

I know the way to dear's working place

can lunch with him when free

special thanks to Joe!

HeHE^^

Lecture classes start tomorrow

another new sem!

i would be more serious this time

good luck everyone

GET READY & GOOOOO~~

YESHHHHHHH~~~~~~

Results Results Results is out!!!!!!

so far all ok...i still don't get my management grade!

MCB passed!!!!

YIppie~~~~~

can off to bed now..

bye!!

hehehehehehehehe^^

This is a Promise

Results is going to be released the day right after tomorrow

and i am so nervous

it is a nightmare as it always appear in my dreams

it did happen to me during my foundation year

I'm not greedy..

i just want to pass all the 4 subjects

no repeating..

and i'll satisfy with that..

I have learned a lesson

seriously i can't behave like the way i behaved during foundation..

i need to put in more effort and study harder..

i can't be so relax like how i was..

Promise to be more serious in studies..

Promise no more last minute work..

Promise will work harder

Promise not to have too much fun

I would fulfill what i have promised

as long as i can pass all the 4 subjects

This is bothering me..

i dreamt about my results

and just wish it can pass as soon as possible

its a burden and makes me moody sometimes..

but i still manage to control my emotions...

Pray hard for Saturday..

I would like and hope to enjoy with all during the Pulau Ketam's trip on Sunday

Passing all will make my mood turns to be better

P2 is enough! i do not ask for more

Anyway..i would update again once i got the good news *(wishing and hoping)*

GOD bless me pls!!!!! i need your help!

This would be my life

I have been waited for 2 weeks and this day finally came

that was Genting trip and i get to see my dear again...

* HAPPY *HAPPY *HAPPY

no doubt it was my 1st time going to Genting with friends

and we had so much fun..

sleepless night made my day but i don't really mind..

as long as i'm happy and i still manage to stay up late at night to write all this out..

2 weeks break has just over..

going to start my 2nd sem tomorrow..

A new semester..

New subjects..

New lecturers

New timetable..

New classmates..

and the newest thing for me to adapt is

the days without my dear to be with me every morning in college..

I got no more breakfast from you for 3 months..

i gonna wake up later in the morning..

not going to college as early as usual..

i NEED to get used to it !

This would be the most challenging period for us..

nothing can be done..

but just keep waiting..

I do not know how to express my feeling..

but i would say that it is as hard as a rock..

Friends are still all around me

happy to know that all of them are still with me...

hoping that we still can have fun like the previous semester..

Results is going to be released on the 24th which falls on this coming Saturday

i'm so so so so so worry..

seriously do not want to fail any subjects

minimum a P2 pls..and PLSSS

degree exams are too different with foundation exams..

the old way cannot be applied in degree

I need to put in more n more n more effort..

change a new way to study

no more last minute work!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway, I would stay strong to adapt every new things...

& lastly....

MY DEAR....enjoy the 3 months of working days..take good care of yourself!

Update again!!!!!!

Hope it would be a good news to be read!!!

@__@

Wishing that time can be reversed or passed faster

Exam had just over..

Well, having my 2 weeks of sem break

this would be a break that i never wanted to have

i don't feel happy!

Just do not know what to say..

i just wish to pass all my subjects and proceed to the next sem

no failing any pls!

all the subjects are so tough and some are useless in the 1st sem

i would be satisfy if i could get "PASS" for al the 4!

I got no mood right now

i seriously feel like crying out

is like i can't adapt with what i should adapt

life is so hard..

i can't express my feeling

no words to describe!!!!

Should have enjoyed the holidays!

Take care everybody

Enjoy the holidays too..

see you guys when i'm back again!