Rest In Peace

22.12.2010

This is a black day for me

the sky is still dark

and i received a call from mom

telling me that my grand-uncle has passed away

he had been fighting for more than 2 years

and the heart is crying seeing his sick & pale face

carrying a weak body (torturing by all the cancer cells)

until the last day of his 69 years old

(today is actually his birthday..)

I can't deny that you had a great life

you are a well-known person in the hometown

no one feel strange seeing you

you have got enough happiness

the God wants to take you away so that you can rest peacefully up there

stay far away from all the sufferings

I hope you can leave peacefully..

and nothing is bothering

Rest in Peace my beloved grand-uncle!

This is so Terrible !!!!

Been working for 2 days

this is the most terrible time that i i ever had in my life

working is not as fun as u thought

when it comes to this holy life,

assignments are just nothing

as i can still have my free time

doing a lot of things

and not being tied by rules

2 days of non stop working drives me crazy

i only went toilet 2 times a day

i'm sick of this kind of life!

went early for work got to start work early

and end up might be leaving late at night!

I've been sitting in front of the desktop for more than 8 hours per day

files are all piling up on my table

i only started 2 days

and i have to handle so many hard work which i might not be able to do

i'm not familiar with the accounting system

i don't even know what is that

i need someone to really teach me on that

but no one would really have the time

i'm like living on my own in the office

and i'm lost! no one can help!!!

i can't believe that i nearly cry out while doing those work

this is all about stress

deadlines everywhere!

i never encountered this problem before even when assignments are all due soon

but this job makes me feel so...

Colleagues are all friendly...they are willing to teach but they got no time

everyone are busying with their work.....

so i'm forced to do it on my own...figure it out on my own too!!!!

which is freaking hard!

I'm on leave today!

i don't have the mood to work since it is Friday

don't bother to think about work now until the end of weekend

i need holiday and i want to get back to uni life as soon as possible

Study is always the best!!!

1st day of my holiday

hehehehe

i will laugh like nobody when i think of this day!

i got a wonderful trip with dear dear and that sweet couple!

don't comment on or ever think that i'm crazy when you read this blog

cuz i will keep "hehehe,,hahaha,,hohoho".....

Again

dear came fetch me early in the morning and fetched me to his house

we then had breakfast at home

it's apple with carrot juice

hahaha

someone did not like that

commented that the carrot was too much

picky la you!!

hehehe

Left home around 8.30am

i slept from somewhere until the destination

i was tired and sleepy

that makes you called me piggie??

am i right dear?

Went Rabbit Park at 1st

hehehe

i've been looking forward to come to this place long time ago

and i'm hunger of it!

Dear..u finally bring me there!

hehehe

see the 2 adorable rabbits!!!!!

ewwww~~~~

2 ponies~~~~~

wanted to touch the white one

but she seems shy!!

too bad =(

the natural sunlight brighten our love

our love to each other come naturally!

♥♥♥

Botanical Garden

hahaha

we were the fauna

visiting flora..

kekex

we spent lot of time ard 1+ hour

since we posed so much in there

my favourite one

no one can make me smile like that

hehehe

Dear..you are the only one!

Went Japanese Village after that

hehehe

what's with this look dear??

i'm so short

standing with you

=(

can you feel my love??

♥ to ♥

Love is under the sky!

thats our love..Dear!

France Town

hahaha

i asked for a heart shape balloon

and dear dear got it from the clown!

pic being taken under the tower before going into the town

♥_♥

I can't express my feelings here

that was an awesome trip

so just let pics to explain all

i was happy indeed

going out or having fun trip with my dear along is just not enough although we spent whole day together

i want more!!!

since there were 2 couples

i named this a love trip!!

hehe

The 8th monthsary

10/11/2010

Woke up early in the morning

and i was the chef for the day

hahaha

giving him a suprise present by preparing a sweet bento set

Was rushing home the day before since i need to go shopping in carrefour to buy ingredients

i failed in making the panda bento

which is the 1st one

and i got not much confidence in make the 2nd one

which is the piggie set!

hehhe

Explanation is as follows:

can't believe i could make this!

hahaha

i'm happy seeing my dear with a smiling face !!!

it worth more than that =)

It was a busy school day and it was near to my exam week

we went college after that

studied for some time and we had dinner together

but before that

we went to an Italianese restaurant to have Spaghetti Galeto

hahaha

2 thumbs UP!!!

Vanilla with chocolate!! YUM YUM!!

hehehe...i feel so sweet!!

proceeding to our dating after that

we had KFC at night!!

it was simple and nice

and i just like to recall the topic we talked about in there!

hehehe

fingers lickin' GOOD!!!!

Our 8months had arrived!!

looking forward to 9th month!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Thanks with SORRY =(

It has been some time i did not blog

and during this period

i had gone through a lot of things

Assignment no more!

Exam ended!

holiday started!

and i'm going to work soon!

My dear was with me during the hard week

studied with me and brought me lunch

stay by my side until late evening

been there to support me and gave me warmth

I feel so sweet!

But i feel sorry at the same time

i kept releasing temper on you for no reason

just because i was stressed!

i failed to control my emotions

sorry but thanks DEAR!

Should be more appreciative

since i got and found what i want all this long

i have my dear to be by my side no matter what and when

and i would say that this is the biggest present that i have got!

Giving me Happiness and trying hard not to make me sad!

you ask for my opinion in whatever u do

which makes me feel that i mean a lot to you

you respect me and you really care for me!

i like you to be in this way so that we got much to talk about

i love to talk laugh and play with you non stop

no barriers! no gap in between!

That's what i usually seeking for!

Dear.....you are my biggest SMILEY!!!!!

I love you!

Around the corner

Again.........

the mother of all horror stories is coming

cracking head these days

not going to be greedy

but just hoping to get "C and Ds or HDs"

no failing !!!!

^^

Did not get enough sleep these days

and suffered with the gang in the coldest environment ...

try to imagine...the coldest which can make us headache!!!

it's just not enough even though 2 pieces of long sleeves shirts is on and wearing sport shoes that covering our foot....

Been in the library for more than 8 hours in the library

spending time in the library more than spending time at home

i feel quite comfortable with it

but the cool air is too over!!!!!

i don't really need that COLD and yet very low temperature library !!!!!!

body shivering while studying!

*NO LIKE* *NO LIKE*

Anyway.....just gonna pray hard that i can handle everything well

hope everything can go smooth

GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST TO ALL WHO SITTING FOR THE FINAL !!!!!

Our Halloween ~~

hahahaha....

had a nice slumber !!!

i just love to sleep so much!

hehehe

the bright sun was just on top of me

woke up at 10.30am...

i was thinking whether to go or not last night

but i fell asleep...hehe

sms my dear 1st thg in the morning

Girl: morning dear! what's ur plan today?

Boy: Plan to stay at home rot!

(obviously the boy is emo)

Girl: want me to go find you later?

Boy: Will you come find me? Please!!!

(emotion sounds better)

hahahaha

and that's when i left my bed and cleaned myself before going to find my dear!!

12.00p.m.- Left home!! (Bonnnnnnn....driving out)

We got our plan!!!

gonna prepare a romantic dinner..hehehe

went to buy ingredients

and we spent about $50...

Went Pizza Hut after that as we haven't had lunch

not dine in but take away...^^

Cheezy Hawaiaan with 6 premium cheese

cheezieeeeeeeeeee~~ yummy!!!!!!

Back to my dear's house to have lunch

the OJ was so sweet! hehe..(Orange Juice)

thanks dear!!

watched movie after marinated chicken wings

wanted to sleep becuz the room was too coozieeee...but can't

i was too energetic by that time!

kakaka

DING DONG!!!

it's time to prepare for dinner

i had so much fun in the kitchen with my dear!!

hahahaha

i enjoyed the times doing all the works togther with you than the scent of spagetthi sauce

Garlic bread n chicken mushroom soup!!

Your best dishes!!

surpppp~~ *2 thumbs up*

Anyway....

I enjoyed my "Halloween Day* so much!

hehe....it's a romactic halloween day and night!!!

i Love you dear!

miss you! see you tomorrow

Good night!

I LOVE IT !!

This is a very very very good day for me!

and i hope it's the same for you..

I slept twice early in the morning...hehehe

woke up ard 10.30am and our journey started at 11.30...

No longer 1U and all...

we went KL these days for shopping...

tasted lot of food

claypot pearl noodles, intestines, McD, Laksa, steamed soup, fried loh mee..

i'm just so full now

My dear is bringing me everywhere these days

which really makes me very very very happy

i don't feel bored..

you drive me out..

i love to sit in your car

i got so much things to see

so much time to shop with you

so much to eat

and so much to talk~~

i'm hungering~~~~(for this kind of life)!!!!

just do not know why

i love this kind of life so much

We finally gave birth to our 1st couple-T!!!

hahahahaha

i love it so much...

i'm still thinking when to wear it!

in college? for date? monthly~versary? or any occasions??

anyway..i'll be wearing it when you and me are together!

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30/10/2010

The day where we got our 1st couple T

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It's me!!

It seems that i'm about to give up

I don't care, don't mind, don't hope, don't think, don't demand and many more Don'tS

please do not blame me!

I just need happiness!

My thoughts

There are many thoughts of mine keep spinning in my mind!

I wonder what kind of person am i?

how should i behave?

and what should i do?

I'm a weak girl

i'm not the kind that outsiders see!!

I just pretend to be strong to prove that i'm able to do it!

There are many many things that i'm hiding behind

just becuz i do not want people to worry about me???

i don't think so~

Being frank.. i do mind how people look at or think about me!

I like crowd..the more people the merrier

Friends are all around me no matter where am i

they care for me

they cheer me up

and enjoy all the happiness together...

but that may not be the real smiles and laughters of mine!

most of the people might think that i'm crazy with all the non stop laughings and crap like nobody

in fact, this is the way that i use to cover up my sadness

i laugh unwillingly

i smile with a crying heart

I like to keep things to myself

talk to myself..do it on my own..

people around me would hardly see me express my sadness

i hate to be alone

i feel sad when i'm alone

bcuz this is the time where all the unhappy things pop out

and make me emo

i would rather stay in college than going home

at least i got people to talk to in there

the most torturing one would be the time when i'm driving home

Traffic Jams somemore...but no one can understand my feelings!!

And this is why i like to sms when i'm driving

i like to talk and i wish someone can talk to me

i had a habit of talking through phone while driving

but i changed it

which leads to sadness

that going to kill me

I don't like weekends

suppose to be the best 2 days for me to sleep well

but i don't feel happy

you might have heard that i went here n there during weekends

but do you really understand how do i feel when i'm at home

i need to go out as much as possible

i like outings

i can go anywhere as long as i'm not in a house!!!

house is like a prison for me!!

Whenever i go online

i hope someone can chat with me non stop

talk to me so that i don't feel lonely

i don't like people treating me so cold

who knows when i cry

who knows when i'm sad

who knows when i'm about to give up???

It's NO ONE!!

I do not tell my friends all this in college

bcuz i look happy all the time

and it seems nothing is bothering me

Yea...you're right if u think so!!

becuz i'm always happy when i'm not in a house

I don't cry in front of all my friends unless it's something that really really hurts me...

so, most of them might think that i'm living happily!!

I love simplicity!!

a tiny thing can just simply satisfy me!

and i just wish to live happily

thats what i want in my life!!

Be happy all the time..and not getting hurts...it's my dream~~

This is just a part of my thoughts

and i feel like releasing it today

there are lots more to write

but i gotta stop writing now....

Bubye~~~~

Panda is sick!!

I love Panda

Panda means everything to me

unfortunately

my dear Panda is sick!

why are u getting sick for so many times these days?

i feel so uncomfortable seeing u suffering like that

i feel sick when u are sick!!

MY DEAR PANDA

i hope you will recover as soon as possible

and we can have burger together!!

Get Well SOON!!!

♥♥♥ =)

loviess

Wonderful Saturday

Been in my lovely slumber for about 11 hours

and its when my day get started!

Received my dear's message at 10.20am

it's a lovely message!!

i'm awake my dear!! hahaha

Reached my place at about 11.45

and we went for brunch at somewhere near my house

curry mee and wan ton mee

not bad though~~

never tried something bad

hehe!!

After filling up the 2 tummies

we went Sunway Pyramid

as my dear wants to buy clothes n trousers..

Reached at 1pm and we shopped for more than 4 hours in there

managed to buy 1 jeans and 1 stripe shirt

it's a non stop & non complain shopping day!!

it's all about *SHOPPING*

Had teatime before leaving...

the noodles was so NOT tasty!!

Since our shopping mode is ON

we went IKANO as well

hahahahaha

IKA NO POWER???

my dear named it as that!

The Brands Outlet Store

the one i shop usually

bought 3 Tees which cost me $50

^^

Padini store to look for my dear's clothes

hahaha

this is the funniest shopping day i ever had!!

couldn't make up our minds which to buy

cuz my dear likes the long sleeves one..

hehehe..

Time was trying to help us!!!

Looked at phone's time..

if it's odd number, the long sleeves one

if it's even number, the short sleeves!!

results shown- it's an even number

6.48pm ; 16/10/2010

not even an odd number

people around might think that we are crazy

*flipping coin* again

in the end

we bought the short sleeve!!

Went IKEA after that...

was a crowded Saturday

we got something cheap as we wanted to get a free parking

^^

Spent $13.90

It's 9pm...dinner time!!

before entering the restaurant,

we bought something again

thought of buying shoes

but couldn't find any nice one in both the shopping malls

and i got it in the end in a shop in Uptown

Fish Head Noodles....it's our 1st try

not bad but quite costly!!

i did something stupid

ate chilli...chilli's fault!!

nearly can't breathe...

sorry i didn't listen to you dear!!

@.@

The day is coming to the end

hahaha...one more thing to add on

we didn't spend a single cent for parking!!

YiPpIE~~~~

We planned well~~~~

Reached home at about 11pm

it was a really wonderful day!!

it's rare to see my dear to have his shopping mode on!

Although our wallet was bleeding

i think it worth more than that

I like to shop with you !!!

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WE had a VERY HAPPY & SWEET SATURDAY!!

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Our 7 months of LOVE !!!!

10.10.10

The 7th month of my sweet love

We've gone through a lot of things

do everything together

*uncountable*

Our memories are accumulating

just realised we have taken more than 300 photos together from the day we are still strange to each other until now the sweet ones!

You always make me smile

hehehehehe

I feel safe whenever you are around

knowing that you are always there for me

no matter i'm happy or sad ; what or how!

Bad memories disappear once i close my eyes for bed

Sweet memories come find me again the next day

&

stay in my mind until the day i close my eyes forever

I got all the sweet things from you

sweet memories (photo frame)

sweet times (my magic box)

sweet moments that you always spend with me

&

lastly the sweet kisses and hugs that you give me everyday

I love you my dear!

Nothing's gonna change my love for you!

( Your words to me and now you make me feel the same )

I wish to hold your hands tightly

because chances are in our hands

hold you tightly and we can be happy always

(without wasting a single second)

My 19th

~~I just had a sweet birthday week~~

4/10/2010

Had dinner with aunt and uncle along with cousin

Korean BBQ here i come!

reached home around 6pm and we went out about 8pm

back to Subang again!

Food and price not bad!

but it makes me dirty!!

5/10/2010

For all my beloved friends who made the dinner happened!

My 1st time went to Look Out Point

you guys grabbed it again!!

thanks for everything

especially the present

i love it!

My birthday cake!!

being protected!!

It tasted good!

YUMMY~~~

Thanks to all who made my day!

Roses from my dear!

what a big suprise!!

knew that you bought roses

but never knew u would give it to me in Taylors

Embarrassing???

but i love you!

06/10/2010

My actual day!!!

my dear took it..

countdown at home

in between..we fell asleep!!

woke up at 12.08am

hahaha

i got a present from him

" a shoe box"

this is the nicest shoe box i had ever seen

you put lot of effort in it

you made me cry

tears worth more than that

i love you more day by day

7 roses represent our 7 months of love

and i got it

whenever i see this

it reminds me lots of happy n sweet memories

my dear named it as "sweet times"

it's a magic box to me!

i gonna keep all our memories into this sweet box!

it means so much to me!

another precious gift from my dear!

it's a watch!!

dear! you know me well

you know mine has been spoiled

n you buy me a new one

i like Guess but i don't own any Guess stuffs

you gave me the 1st one!!

thank you so much dear!!

i bring it along with me whenever i go

it's like you are with me all the time!

In this special day

you spent all your time with me

went pavilion and had dinner at Jogoya

our memorable n sweet moments are piling up again!

*happy* *happy*

An awesome day with my dear!

i love you so much!

never forget what you have done

you cheer me up!

give me the best thing ever!!

DEAR!!

you give me an unforgettable birthday and yet very very memorable

i can't find any reason to forget about it

i love this day so much!

spending time with you is the best for me!!

Nothing is precious than what you did!!

thanks my beloved dear !!!

Penang & 2nd Ipoh trip

I'm back in KL again

continue with my assignments now!!

7th SEPT

The day we went Penang early in the morning

4 hours journey

reached around 1pm

MARY helped us alot during the trip

and of course she worked very hard on the very Tuesday!

Went Padang Brown to have lunch

kinda dissapointed because the popiah stall still not open and we do not manage to wait for it

we left the place and went to gurney plaza

Walked around and we found a special place to have a sit

it's "CLINIC CAFE"

We didn't know theres such cafe in Malaysia

and it's indeed special and nice with its design

Spent about 1 hour plus in there and head to the place where i love the most!

That's my lovely beach ~ Batu Ferringi ~

i felt so relax on the way heading to it

it's like my home!

a special feeling i had!

After leaving the beach, we went to the ferry terminal and boarded on a ferry

We grabbed Wei Lon's 1st time..hehehe

Next destination=> IPOH

Reached about 9pm and we had "NGA CHOI KAI"

Went home around 10pm

and we were all exhausted!!

But 1st thing came into our mind still assignments

Xiyi and Wei Lon been doing assignments in car until the end of the day and even the next day 5am in the morning!

and that's their bedtime

hehehe

~hardworking~

I would say that the most enjoyable moment we had in Penang was when we were on the beach

I love beacheesss so much!!

8th SEPT

Everybody woke up late around 11am

Our journey started again!!!

Went to had curry noodles as brunch in Ipoh Garden

Went home again to do assignments

Around 4.30 pm

went market with my dear to buy some snacks

for teatime

Dinner finally!!

CRABBIES!!!

it was so nice...

Granny cooked a lot of nicezz food and all are my favourites!

9th SEPT

The 3rd day of the trip

Ipoh Old Town to have brunch

white coffee and toast bread with eggs we had!

still nice!~

Had "pan mee" after that

no doubt

it's the famous one!

hahaha

Chit chat in the restaurant for more than 1 hour

we got so much to talk about!

hehehehe

the only day we are quite relief

because assignments are 50% done!

should stop doing it!!!

hehehehe

Daddy mommy went dinner with us

Lawan Kuda !!

A village which famous with "weird food"

Thought of going mamak at night

but due to our tiredness

we didn't go

so went home, bath and rest!

10th SEPT

Planned to wake up at 8am because we need to be back in KL by 2pm

but we woke up late

left home around 11am and went to have dim sum

daddy mommy were there too!

hehe

What a crowded morning?

Bought ice potong, pamelo and herbal chicken after that

Left Ipoh at about 1pm

i feel bad somehow

homesick!!!

i did not spend enough time at home

i miss home n family!

:(

Reached KL around 3.30pm

went to attend a party of dear's relatives

there were more than 50 ppl in the house!

and i was so stressed on the way going

:)

still manage to control my ganjiong~ness

hahahahaha

yi ma gu jie sam gu lok po

all there!!!

left the place around 10 pm

Anyway, i still enjoy all the 4 days

Memories are piling up!~

LOVIESSS~

3 events in a day:

Happy Birthday dear sister

Happy half year anniversary

&

Happy hari raya

^.^